If you could save me from my mind
I will gift you all the blue in sky
blue that is now white to me
but too strong for your heart to defy .
You see , I shed sorrow on love
or else have fallen in love with sorrow
the frenzy takes me to a state , where
a little of me is hard to borrow .
I am aware that the poison kills
but I drink it with infinite hope
wondering if , death would breathe some life
so that I and time could finally elope .
After the beginning of all beginnings
and before the end to all end
I see my grave covered in peace
where all doubts shall transcend .
In this quest for everything
and in this odyssey to nowhere
I find myself in myself
through all truth and despair .
But if you would still dare , to save me from my mind
I will indeed gift you all the blue in sky
but perhaps it’s much better to be chaotic and damned
than being saved , only to die .
(Poem and photograph)